I have decided to vent this time, as my life is being dumped quickly into the toilet. No more ms. nice girl! I don't mean a pretty stylish toilet, no, my life is going down an ugly, old-fashioned pea green toilet that hasn't been cleaned in a while.
So, here is what I detest right now:
People who don't do what they commit to do. Everyone in my neighborhood that lives in $700,000.00 houses and flaunts it! YOUNG people with lots of money. Men who control women. Men who abuse women. People who have church jobs who don't do what they promised, so YOU end up looking like you dropped the ball. Having bad credit. Having no kitchen. Smoking. Drinking. Drugs. People who try to get my kids to do something that they shouldn't. People who make you a promise and then go back on that promise two days later. Some of my decisions. How life is so easy for some and so hard for others. Hip-hop music. Rap music. Not having a talent for business. Getting older. Women who try to tell you that they look and feel better now that they are older. The extra 15 pounds on my body. Not being able to go to Europe this year. Not having a show to direct this fall. Not having a show to direct in the spring. Not getting a directing job because of "politics". (its usually who you know) Having to pack and move again. Renting again. All the stuff that we have accumulated...where did it all come from? When my children don't go to church. Starting over again. How nobody really wants to hear what I have to say anymore, because I whine too much.
Ok, so I know that eventually I will have to come out from the toilet and will arrive in the sewer, so that's got to be better, right? I guess if its a septic tank and is about to emptied and let out into the landfill, to filter back into the earth... There, now I can see the light at the end of the tunnel...